It’s hard not to regret. We do what we do, and have to accept the past. However, it’s not really what we’ve done, it’s how we’ve learned from that and what we do next.<\/p>\n
I’ve made my way through different phases.\u00a0 Blaming myself for I did or didn’t do.\u00a0 Regret.\u00a0 Numbness.\u00a0 Finally, acceptance…\u00a0 and I don’t mean the “I give up” kind.<\/p>\n
Besides the emotional news, I’m happy to say the flight was smooth.\u00a0 All the flights were on time, and I caught the train, no problem.\u00a0 I almost got stuck at the train station…\u00a0 but luckily the hotel there allowed me to use the phone.<\/p>\n
While on my flight from Seattle, while sitting in seat “3D”, I sat next to a woman who was a strong believer in alternative medicine.\u00a0 She also described herself as a “psychic”.\u00a0 Funny, because that was the last piece of advice that Warren gave me before I left, “Go see a psychic”.\u00a0 Note:\u00a0 Drink more water.<\/p>\n
I usually stick the science proven methods, but I think I need to believe in a little bit of magic right now.\u00a0 I need a little hope.\u00a0 Without the hope, well…\u00a0\u00a0 it’s hard to find energy anywhere else at the moment.<\/p>\n
I’m doing everything I can to prevent myself from crawling up into a ball and giving up. So many changes that were in progress…\u00a0\u00a0 but when we hit the third period, the stands were empty.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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